The Dugout
By B - 8-4-07
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Greene

greatgrandson_of_jor-el: Grampa, you played baseball?

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: What's that? Haha, yes, yes, I played baseball. In the Major Leagues! For the San Diego Padres. For my whole life.

Greene

greatgrandson_of_jor-el: didja know anybody famous??

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: Oh, son, we were all famous back then. We were the most famous people in the world. I played with Trevor Hoffman, who was a great relief pitcher, one of the best of all time. I knew Tony Gwynn, he's in the Hall of Fame, too.

Greene

greatgrandson_of_jor-el: didja hit a lot of home runs

/mimics homerun swing

POWWW

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: That was never really what I did, but I hit my share. Had over 300 before I was through!

Greene

greatgrandson_of_jor-el: three hundred

woooowwww

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: Ha, 300 is nothing. Back in my day, that's when the boys got bigger and stronger, and started hitting them out every time they swung a bat.

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: I grew up watching McGwire... I played games against Sammy Sosa, Albert Pujols, Ryan Howard. I even played on the All-Star team next to the all-time homerun champ, Alex Rodriguez!

Greene

greatgrandson_of_jor-el: wasn't he a New York Yankee, pop?

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: He was, but this was a few years later, when the Yankees leased him out to the Rockies for 37 minor leaguers and an enormous assemblance of stones.

Greene

greatgrandson_of_jor-el: we learned about him in social studies

teacher says he paved the way for the great transgendered menwomen and womenmen we enjoy today

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: You know, I think he patted me on the butt about fourteen times in that game.

/suddenly loses track of thought

Say...

/eyes widen

...have I ever told you about Barry Bonds?

Greene greatgrandson_of_jor-el: the one who cheated?
Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: He did. He cheated, he did. But you know, he might've given me the best day I ever had in baseball.

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Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: All right Clay, don't let him get you, strike him out, baby!

Barry Bonds

LicenseToPills: /readies swing

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: I hated him so much. I wanted Clay to throw the ball at his face, take him out.

Greene

greatgrandson_of_jor-el: why, grampa? Because he cheated?

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: Maybe. He was sitting on 754 that game, one away from breaking Hank Aaron's all-time homerun record of 755. Nobody seemed to want him to do it, especially me.

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: Let's see some strikes!

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: We didn't know what he'd done back then, we just hated him for the way he was. Nice one minute, a jerk the next. Clear, straight-spoken one minute, confusing the next. He'd never let any of us in.

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: We just knew he was a horse's ass, and we didn't want him to take the record away from Aaron. Aaron had played in the Negro Leagues, and fought oppression and overcome obstacles with dignity and a quiet grace his whole life.

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: And this horse's ass wanted to take that way from us. Aaron had had the record my whole life. My whole life. Ever since I was born, the leader was Aaron. And it was about to change.

Barry Bonds

LicenseToPills: /squints eyes

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: That's the hardest thing, son, letting go of what you've always known. When they knocked down the World Trade Center, the hardest thing was looking at the New York City skyline and not seeing them.

They'd just always been there.

Barry Bonds

LicenseToPills: /catches sight of the ball
/tenses hands to swing

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: The media was there. The commissioner. Everybody. They'd been following him for days, flashing their old cameras every time he moved. It kept going and the homers came fewer and farther between, and it just kept going.

On and on. Stretching out for days.

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: Eventually our hatred and passion started turning into apathy, and we just wanted him to hit the damned home runs or not hit them and be done with it.

Barry Bonds

LicenseToPills: /swings

Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: Here it comes.

Khalil Greene son_of_jor-el: I knew it from the swing of the bat. Ballplayers can tell. I knew the sumbitch was going to hit 755 over my head and there wasn't a thing I could do about it.
Khalil Greene son_of_jor-el: I wanted to jump up and catch it, way up there. I wanted my body to tear and stretch until it bled and I died to stop it. God damn you for the things you've done. God damn you for the things you've put us through.
Greene greatgrandson_of_jor-el: /listens quietly
Khalil Greene son_of_jor-el: /watches the ball sailing overhead
Khalil Greene son_of_jor-el: And then it was, and then it was over. He hit a towering shot to left field, right overtop of my head as it went. He hit it far and hard, like he always did. Like nobody else could.
Khalil Greene son_of_jor-el: And damn my eyes, son, I couldn't feel anything but joy for him.
Greene greatgrandson_of_jor-el: Really, pop?
Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: /raises glove to block the sunshine

/smiles

Khalil Greene son_of_jor-el: I was happy for him. I felt it all over my body. In my fingertips, in my shoes. Every day before I'd wondered what I'd say or do. I wondered what it'd be like to catch the ball myself, draw an asterisk on it, throw it back.
Khalil Greene son_of_jor-el: "he doesn't deserve it," my brain wanted to convince my heart, but he DID deserve it, son. To my amazement, he deserved it.
Barry Bonds LicenseToPills: /runs the bases
Khalil Greene

son_of_jor-el: He hit a homerun, and I'd seen it before. He picked up his kid when he crossed home plate, and I'd seen it before.

All in all I wanted to be done with it, and when I was done with it, I wanted it to go on.

Khalil Greene son_of_jor-el: It's baseball, son. It's all it's ever been.
Barry Bonds

LicenseToPills: Come here! /lifts son

/hugs him tight

Khalil Greene son_of_jor-el: Fathers and sons. Cheers, and some boos. You did this and he should've done this and you shouldn't have done that.
Khalil Greene son_of_jor-el: It broke my heart and it filled that broken heart back up. That was my best day in baseball.
Greene greatgrandson_of_jor-el: When did he hit 756, grampa?
Khalil Greene son_of_jor-el: /closes eyes, smiles
Khalil Greene son_of_jor-el: You know what, son? I don't even remember.
Barry Bonds LicenseToPills: /tips hat